Lydia shook her head, trying to dispel the unsettling thoughts that lingered after James’s visit. She had always prided herself on her moral compass, her sense of propriety, and her loyalty to those she loved. Yet, his words had unnerved her, uncovering feelings she hadn’t realized were there. She had to admit, though reluctant, that James’s attraction wasn’t entirely one-sided. There was a forbidden thrill in the attention from a younger man, engaged to her stepdaughter no less, which confused and alarmed her.
As she resumed her gardening, Lydia contemplated her emotions. She knew she needed to address these feelings before they spiraled out of control. It was imperative not only for her peace of mind but for the sanctity of her family’s happiness.
Determined, Lydia decided to speak to an old friend, Helen, who had always provided wise counsel. Over tea, in the comforting seclusion of Helen’s sunlit kitchen, Lydia shared her disquiet.